Love is GONE!~

Well... Yesterday is the end of my relationship with Cheryl.
Yes blame me... I am the evil one who break her heart.
I never thought I would do this to her...
I never wanted the relationship to end but I was pushed to the edge.

I know keeping a long distance relationship is hard but I did it.
I took the relationship cz I feel in love actually with someone that loved me back.
I cant say that our relationship was strong I was always frustrated.
Frustrated by what she say and frustrated by her mood which change so fast.
I cant say that she is a bad girlfriend she is always there for me and support me.
I do whatever I can do keep the relationship... hide my anger and just go with the flow too keep her happy.
Always thought she would be happy, That is the only thing I can do for her I guess.
Problem is I just know I was never really good at making her happy.
Realised that her mood change is my problem.. Aint that a kick in the head?
Hell's yea! I just dont know how to please her. It seem what I do is never enough
worst I can be there like physically for her.

No doubt I kept my faith and hopes up. Still tryin to do what I do to keep her in check.
Till sunday morning I got a text from her sayin "I'm breaking up with you."
My heart shattered in to pieces. I was confused... All she tell me is I didnt send it. Then she is off to her school's carnival. I did not text her... thinking maybe I should give her space. Till about 4 she text me sayin that I dont even bother about her and I dont care. It just push me over the edge. I am still worked up about the unknown text and I thought there is a logical explanation for it.
Then she is like so what now... I told her.. If its me I only got one thing in my mind now and you wont like it. I want your answer maybe you can give me a hope that
you still want me. She knows what my answer is gonna be yet she want me to say it...
So i just did.

Yes I lost the one I truly love with all my heart... but I have no choice.
I just cant take it anymore I have to do it. I am truly sorry that I hurt her.
I know sorry cant cure it but that is all I can say. Still believe it or not
I still love her and I hope she can still be a friend to me.
Sadly so far... its just cold...
Now I am done shedding my tears. I have said all I want to...
I wish her all the best... Thanks for being my first girl friend.
You have been great guess I am the one loosing faith

Cheers to the relationship we ones had.

Respects to Michael Jackson...

It was about 8 in the morning when I received a phone call from my buddy Afeez.
I was blur later shock by what he told me. He said "Hey man Michael Jackson died!".
I was completely shock.

I liked him ever since I was a lil kid... Love The Jackson 5 song "ABC" and I just love all of MJ's singles. He introduces us the moon walk, the gloves, the red jacket and so much more. He is a true performer and no words can describe his greatness I guess legend will be an understatement. He was about to make his come back and I say it will be the greatest come back ever but sadly he never made it.

Sad but true he has passed on but we will never forget what he had done to the world and he will always live in our hearts!
Rest In Peace Michael Joseph Jackson! We love you!

There was another death it was the original Charlie's Angels Farrah Fawcett.
She died of cancer at 9:30 a.m. in a Santa Monica hospital.
I was a fan of her too after Star World started playin Charlie's Angels minisods.
Well may Farrah Fawcett Rest In Peace.

Ps: Life is short and we will never know when death in near. Make the best of life.

50 Reasons to have sex?

Well sadly I am still a virgin. TeeHee!

Wii! Day [Random] out!

First of all I feel like I live in a nut shell you know...
Not going out and chill with my friends and stuff... damn!
I even have the worse sense of direction around Penang...
Work work work is all I do. I should have posted this like ages ago.
Work is holidng me back.. worst of all I dont even get paid!
Nvm that... This post may contain lots of bitchin and you will realise how much I suck.

The day was Friday... 5/6/2009
I woke up at around 9... Work time!
I had to carry 20 boxes 50kg cabinets and 4 tables to some office lot in Equatorial Hotel. With help from a lorry guy and a trolley. Damn it was a pain. I got back and vomited cz I was using too much energy. Yes yes... I got a weak stamina but seriously it was tough. About 12noon I took a shower and ate a bowl of noodles. At 12.45pm with the worst sense of direction I drove to Gurney to meet up with Cheryl… Oh have I told you I have not been to gurney and I never knew there was a new wing… Yea. Now you know.

So It took me an hour to get to Gurney traffic was bad. So at about 1.50pm I called Cheryl to ask how do I find a parking! Then I drove around and finally found a parking spot! Get out of the car and it was about 2.10pm meet up with Cheryl and walked to a pool/snooker place called Mega Que. There I saw Sally and Eileen and Senny? The rest I can't recognise.. Well guess they don’t know me too so its all good!
After a few min of watching Sally and Eileen having a pool battle [Now swimming] Cheryl and I decided to have a walk around as Mega Que was ice cold! We walk and talk and end up in “toys r’ us” in search of Elmo! What we did at “toys r’ us” stays in “toys r’ us”. Hehe

After that we went back to Mega Que, Eileen won the pool battle and we went McD.
Cheryl had a Happy Meal! Got B.O.B as a free toy! The girls started eyeing for hot guys and laughing at how ppl walk and how weird ppl’s legs are…. Guess it’s a girls thing. Hahaha… Minutes later Cheryl got a call for an unknown number and it turns out to be Mei Rei. As Rei walk’s in to McD it went a lil quiet… Sally and Eileen went to find their other friends I guess.

After eating, Rei, Cheryl and I walk and talk and get to know each other. Cheryl told Rei about me not knowing that Gurney has extended and that I have not been to Gurney since it was extended. Rei thinks I am weird for that… hahaha. Well what to do when your dad is your boss. Cheryl had to get Sally and Eileen back to her grand ma’s place so she left Rei and I to so call “bond”.

So Rei decided to give me a tour around Gurney. It was enjoyable since she is very easy to talk to. We went up to the roof and climb around like crazy. Then we talk about her boyfriend and stuff. Rei and I went to “toys r’ us” to show me the rose thingy that she wanted her bf to give her. XD She is like "You should get Cheryl something like that." Then she say why not call Cheryl to say you love her and I did. Hahaha… Oh yea and I bumped in to Wayne and had a lil chat! XD

Cheryl came back and we went to Breeks to have a drink and talk. We had some random and funny talk. XD After drinking we went to the playground acted like silly kids. Cheryl and Rei climbed a tree and much random stuff.

Rei had to visit her neighbour who is ill in the hospital she Cheryl and I decided to walk her there… Funny Rei have to scream every time we cross the road… haha.
We left Rei to visit her friend and we talk back to Gurney… Sadly Cheryl’s parents are back and she had to leave…
So a good bye XoXo ends the day.

Happy Birthday Baby Girl!!!

Today is a special day for someone because that some on is turning 15 today!
So I would like to wish that someone… Which is my baby girl Lam Cheryl a
very Happy Birthday! *hugs and kisses. =]

First of all I would like to say I am so sorry for not being there for you in such a
special day… believe me if I could I totally would. Now the next thing will make
people think that you have a jerk boyfriend but sorry I didn’t get you anything.
Well maybe when you come back? =]

Now that I have cleared that, I just want to tell you how special you really are to me.
I have known you for more then a year now but if feels like I known you for ages now. I love the fact that we can talk so openly and freely about almost anything.
You are like an angel to me… accepting me for who I am. I know most people wont.
Hahaha… There is nothing more that I could ask for in a girl. Yes nothing is perfect and we sure have our ups and downs but I love it when we can rationally talk it off. Last but not least, to me you are a beautiful person on the outside and in the inside. I really don’t bother if some random person pops up and say that you are fat and ugly or anything that makes you feel bad because who cares what they say. They are no one to judge they don’t know you like I do.

There is just so much I feel about you but I cant put this feeling in to words.
All I can say now is I love you and I always do! Happy Birthday. =]

40 Inspirational Speeches in 2 Minutes

It was featured on "Yahoo!" when this video first came out in Dec 2008.
Today I found it back and I want to share it with ya'll.
Its about not giving up the fight.
It can be about anything you want..

Cradits goes to the maker of the video.



TRANSCRIPT:
Shame on you. This could be the greatest night of our lives, but you're going to let it be the worst. And I guarantee a week won't go by in your life you won't regret walking out, letting them get the best of you. Well, I'm not going home. We've come too far! And I'm going to stay right here and fight for this lost cause. A day may come when the courage of men fails... but it is not THIS day. The line must be drawn HERE. This far, no further! I'm not saying it's going to be easy. You're going to work harder than you ever worked before. But that's fine, we'll just get tougher with it! If a person grits his teeth and shows real determination, failure is not an option. That's how winning is done! Believe me when I say we can break this army here, and win just one for the Gipper. But I say to you what every warrior has known since the beginning of time: you've got to get mad. I mean plum mad dog mean. If you would be free men, then you must fight to fulfill that promise! Let us cut out their living guts one inch at a time, and they will know what we can do! Let no man forget how menacing we are. We are lions! You're like a big bear, man! This is YOUR time! Seize the day, never surrender, victory or death... that's the Chicago Way! Who's with me? Clap! Clap! Don't let Tink die! Clap! Alright! Let's fly! And gentlemen in England now abed shall know my name is the Lord when I tell our enemies that they may take our lives, but they'll never take our Independence Day!

Wear Sunscreen...

Alright... The title to this post may be weird but hang on.
As you all know... If anyone care to read my blog and my post
I like to post videos and my personal views on things that inspire me or
brings great meaning to me and to life.
Well its the same this post...

I recall there I heard a song which I heard in 1999 well its not much of a song its more like a speech turn it to one. Well that time I was too young to actually
know the truth about it and what it meant. Well now I search for it and listen to it and it gave me a huge inspiration! A lil history about it Wear Sunscreen or the Sunscreen Speech are the common names of an essay actually called "Advice, like youth, probably just wasted on the young" written by Mary Schmich and published in the Chicago Tribune as a column in 1997.
The most popular and well-known form of the essay is the successful music single released in 1999, credited to Baz Luhrmann.


Pay attention cz class is in session. Make sure you pay attention to every single word in this song and I mean every single word.



Lyrics:
Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of '99...

Wear Sunscreen

If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experienceI will dispense this advice now.

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh nevermind; you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, in 20 years you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked.You're not as fat as you imagine.

Don't worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday.

Do one thing everyday that scares you

Sing

Don't be reckless with other people's hearts, don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.

Floss

Don't waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behindthe race is long, and in the end, it's only with yourself.

Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults; if you succeed in doing this, tell me how.

Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements.

Stretch

Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your lifethe most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds know still don't.

Get plenty of calcium.

Be kind to your knees, you'll miss them when they're gone.

Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't, maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't, maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversarywhat ever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself either your choices are half chance, so are everybody else's. Enjoy your body, use it every way you candon't be afraid of it, or what other people think of it, it's the greatest instrument you'll ever own..

Danceeven if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room.

Read the directions, even if you don't follow them.

Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly.

Get to know your parents, you never know when they'll be gone for good.

Be nice to your siblings; they are the best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.

Understand that friends come and go,but for the precious few you should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography in lifestyle because the older you get, the more you need the people you knew when you were young.

Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard; live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.

Travel.

Accept certain inalienable truths, prices will rise, politicians will philander, you too will get old, and when you do you'll fantasize that when you were young prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders.

Respect your elders.

Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund, maybe you have a wealthy spouse; but you never know when either one might run out.

Don't mess too much with your hair, or by the time it's 40, it will look 85.

Be careful whose advice you buy, but, be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it's worth.

But trust me on the sunscreen...

Something that I really hate. =]

Alright most of you may find it natural and normal but I find it stupid.
Not to say that I dont do it but I want to know the point.
What I am tryin to say is......... I HATE WHEN A GUY IS EXPECTED TO PAY FOR GIRLS!

Alright I posted about being nice and being a gentleman but say too much of a
good thing can be a bad thing. Not sayin that I have a LOT of personal experience
payin for girls when I am out. Thing is most girls this days when a guy ask a girl
out for a date or as a friend they EXPECT the guy to pay for everything! Movies to
food to whatever it is.

I dont mind payin but I hate it when a girl EXPECT us to pay.
It will be WRONG! If guy say hey I'll pay for the food and the girl goes like OK.
Why not try this
Girl goes like come on its ok I'll pay on my own and pull her wallet out. Then the guy be like no its my pleasure and girl goes like ok but next time it will be my treat ya. I like when a girl put effort to pay then just sits on her ass and acts like a freaking queen. OR it will be cool if it goes like I pay for the food and girl pays for the movies of something rite? Now that is both parties being nice! Everyone is happy 50 50, fair fair you know?

I don’t care call me cheap for thinking that way but who is the cheap one expecting
guys to pay for ya’ll. Now that is just sexiest!
Another thing, what I get for payin you?
I rather go to the movies with my buddies rite? Now to say like if I pay for everything
I am getting “lucky” at the end of the day rite? Just like you expects guys to pay just being a guy I expect $E*! That is wrong rite? Sounds like a pervert rite? So what do it
sounds like when you expect guys to pay? GOLD DIGGER!

I also KINDA blame the media for this like the song that I really really hate!
Yes the Avril song “The best damn thing” let me quote the lyrics for ya.

“ I hate it when a guy doesn't get the door
Even when I told him
yesterday and the day before
I hate it when a guy doesn't get the tab
And I have to pull my money
out and that looks bad yeah ”

When I listen to that song I’ll be yea! You are the best damn WHORE I’ve ever seen!
I use to like you when you think its “so complicated” and when you go like I can be
your “girlfriend”! Well now thank god you are not! DAMN!

The lyrics of a song make girls thing that it is only natural for guys to pay.
Well I don’t want to say much I let my fav old school band to sing it for ya!
Let me present “The Offspring” with their song "why dont you get a job?"
Listen to their lyrics carefully! =]



PS: I didnt post this cz my girl wants me to pay for stuff.
Nothing personal to me just seen many ppl doing it will they go broke.
Till payin becomes an issue that they are scared to date.
Not sayin it a crime or sin... just sayin dont over do it.

Dare You To MOVE!!

Hey ya'll!
Well its very late now but I just got to update!
I was going around YouTube and I just watch this amazing video!
It really lift my spirits up.

It's a animated video with the song "Dare you to move" by Switchfoot.
The video is a guy who changes his life by a dare.
"He moved and he moved millions"
When one person can show another what can be achieved by moving
on their lives to do great things it pass on the other and soon millions.

Watch, Understand, MOVE…
(Credits goes to the owner of the vid)



Another video which is as inspiring is a video showing that
A lot of great people failed before they became great.
“If you never fail you never lived”
Falling down don’t make you a loser, what makes you a loser is when you don’t get up. So pick your self up learn from your mistakes and make great thing
happen. You only get to life ones so what is life with out risk and by risk I
mean the risk that putting your self to work for what you want not gambling.
So people I hope you understand the message… so I DARE YOU MOVE! =]

Where the nice people at?

Alright I want to post about something that has been on my mind for years now. It’s a question of hope nice people really is. I found out that majority of people men or women are not. I don’t want to give you the impression that people today are rude but they are just not that nice and friendly.

Let me start of by touching on strangers we see everyday of our lives. When you walk in to the mall or just walking down the street. You will realized that people just mind their own business if not then you are one of them. My theory is in everybody’s mind they are thinking why should I bother they never smile or say hi to me or anything. What if I smile at the wrong person I could get beat up.

So one day I tried an experiment and I went to Queen’s bay mall and try to find out how many people are actually friendly enough to at least smile back at you when you say hi to them first. I when to all the floors and say hi to random people of all race, gender and age. Most of the reaction I got was a no reaction or just give you a stare with no smile on their faces. People just walk pass by even they are greeted. Well at least 4 or 5 people smile and 3 people actually say hi back.

Ok so maybe the hi to strangers was rather strange so I tried this on the new years. I stand at my house’s balcony and I see lots of people walk back from the new year’s day celebration. So I think hey why not wish every body who pass by ‘HAPPY NEW YEAR!”. Guess what I tried to 11 people I count a group of people who walk together as one. I was only happy with 1 and only 1 group of who seems to me to be college or university students, they actually stop and go “ WOOOO! THANK YOU! YOU HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR TOO! GOOD NIGHT!”. The rest of the 10 were just walking and thinking I was a weirdo.

So you see people me being nice = me being a weirdo. Why? Because to them it rare that people do that and it seems weird and strange. Well I challenge all of you to be more friendly and nice to greet people that you see. If more people start being nice then it wont seem like a weird thing to do rite? So why not? Take it, take that chance to try to be nice to everyone you see. Then the would be a nicer place to live in FOR YOU AND FOR ME! =]

Here is a video edit of the perfect song for this post and an advert which I want to show ya'll
Song: Together by Krystal Meyers (Check her out and listen to the full length of the song.)
Advert: Liberty Mutual Insurance
Edited by: alsuarez

Surprise!

Hey People!

Cheryl here!!!

Just wanted to surprise my boyfriend =)

Which I love love love love love ALOT!

Anyways,

Just here to say,

Happy Anniversary!

Ops!

Hey! Guess what? Guess what?
I am not in National Service anymore! =]

Well here is the story. The letter of notice came to me on the
14th which leaves me 6 days to prepare. The notice letter came with a medical
form, asking trainees to fill it up and if we are not sure we can go for a medical
check up. Unsure if I am really fit to go I went to the government’s medical clinic
for a check up. I went there on the 16th which is a Monday, around 8 in the morning.

I went there they sign me up. Then I was ask to get my urine check. After that they give me a number and ask me to wait for my number to be up. So I waited and
waited till the number turns 231 and mine was 232 so I waited. Problem is people are going in and out but the numbers have not changed and I waited for another hour! So its like I waited for 2 hours now! Then a lady doctor call me and ask if I had my blood pressure tested and I am like no?
She said I have to do my blood pressure test first and fill up this form. So I begin to fill the form
and it ask weird and wrong questions like “Have you watch porn?”, “Do you masturbate before?”, “Have you had sex?”, “Do you have a girlfriend and if yes
Do you ever thought of having sex with her?” I am like how an I gonna answer this!!
After that they got my height, weight and blood pressure AND the waiting continues!

Half an hour gone by and finally the numbers are working again. I told the doctor
I have chest pain when I do vigorous exercises and I have a heart problem called “mur mur”. So the doctor sent me to a heart specialist, again I have to wait for another hour! After they check the ask me to come back at 3pm to get my final results.
So it’s how many hours waiting? 3 and a half hours!

I came back at 3 pm and waited for another half an hour and they call me it.
The doctor say maybe you can delay your training and we will do future examination
on you. I told the doctor “ I can wait for the next batch! I got to continue my studies and I have to wait another 3 months and what if I really cant go?” The doctor was like
“OK!” and she cop and sign and I am off! =]

So that is the story of 4 hours of waiting and result is I am free from NS!

EPIC FAIL!!!

As you all know the SPM results came out on the 13th of March.
Yes I got my results and guess what its epic fail!!! XD
I admit! I am not a smart guy! I wasted my years in school playing and
having fun... Too late to regret? Here are my results! =]

Bahasa Melayu (Malay Language) – 7D
Bahasa Inggeris (English Language) – 3B  GCE-0 6C
Pengetahuan Moral (Moral Studies) – 6C
Sajarah (History) – 8E
Mathematics - 5C
Additional Mathematics - 8E
Physics – 6C
Chemistry – 8E
Biology – 7D
English for Science and Technology – 2A

Yes… I was sad… My parents are disappointed… Teachers feel ashamed to admit I am their student… Friends just don’t talk about it!
I was shock… English one of my most confident subject to score and I got a 3B at least a 2A? British examiner gave me a 6C! not even a 4B? Myself just to ashamed
to show my face.

At night I cried… tears… how could this happen to me?! Well I thought to myself
and the answer is obvious. I am the cause my failure. I don’t study, I play, and I didn’t listen to my teacher’s advice. I realised there is no point cryin over spilled milk. I should take this as a lesson and tell others not to be like me. Never give of hope and
do will all you mite to excel. Ones you give it your best you have nothing to regret.
I didn’t give my best that is why I regret of so many thing.

I don’t mind sharing my results to who ever. I got what I deserve for being who
I was in the past. I cant turn back time and change. Now I know my mistakes I should
learn from it and pick my self up. To a new beginning!

Lesson is:
Don’t cry about the past don’t worry about the future. Live your life now because
what you do now reflects to the future… and now begins NOW! =]

- REtiRO -

Tagged? Its not what I like... But anyways... here..

Rules:It's harder than it looks!
Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: Retiro
2. A four Letter Word: Rape!
3. A boy's Name: Romeo
4. A girl's Name: Rachel
5. An occupation: Rapist?
6. A color: Red
7. Something you'll wear: "RUBBER" (if you know what I mean) =]
8. A food: Raisin
9. Something found in the bathroom: Rubber Hose
10. A place:Russia
11. A reason for being late: Really? Thought I was early?
12. Something you'd shout: RUN!!!
13. A movie title: Ratatouille
14. Something you drink: Ribena
15. A musical group: R.E.M
16. An animal: Rat
17. A street name: Rangoon Road
18. A type of car: Type of car? Road car? Or you want the manufacturer? RENAULT?
Or you want the model of the car? Reventón(A Lamborghini model)
19. The title of a song: "Remember the name".
20. Tag 10 people:
SCREW THE 10 ppl tag!

Leaving Love Ones For National Service! =[

As we all know after SPM students by random will be picked to join National Service
or as what people call NS. What is NS you may ask...
Quote from Wiki
"The national service program was first proposed in late 2001, brought to committee the following year, and was finally brought to action in 2003. Initially it was thought that all youths of a certain age would be drafted but later the numbers were restricted due to lack of resources. The program was also initially planned as a 2-year program, which was later reduced to a year, and then six months, and to its present three-month length. The issue of conscription has always been a sensitive political issue in Malaysia because of the ethnic divisions of the country. The rationale for National Service was to bond the youth of Malaysia together and create a Malaysian nation, as the problem of racial polarization was found to pervade educational institutions in Malaysia."

Yes it is a good thing and we are lucky that the government that its only 3 months
but for some countries like Singapore its 2 years.
Its all good but I have been hearing things such as rape ,food poisoning, lost in jungle, outbreak of unknown fever, sexual harassment and worst fatalities.
I love the fact that we are going there to learn and unite youth but I dont like
problems like this. Anyways What can I do rite?

Ok, So I was drafted to be in NS, or their second batch.
My camp is situated in Langkawi. (Which I read to have sexual harassment problems)

I'll be leaving my friend who I truly cherish, My family and My girlfriend Cheryl on the 20th of March.
For my friends lets hope we stay in touch when I get back.
I know most of you will be busy with studies. I wish you all the best to that!

My family, I hope my dad will be fine without me as his worker.
Hope my sis and bro will be doing alright.

Now my girlfriend, Cheryl I always try to be there for you when you need me.
Know that I will always love you and I hope you will stay strong and reminiscent about the good times ya. Always love you.

Well I hope ya'll wish my all the best and I'll keep ya'll posted when I get back ya.
Hope I am not abused there. XD

REtiRO

Support your local music scene?

Advert has playin in our local radio for quite a while now saying
we should support our local artist and listen to more Malaysian songs.

Guess what? I totally agree! We should support Malaysian artist. We have so many good talents in the industry such as Jaclyn Victor our first Malaysian Idol, Danell Lee our second Malaysian Idol, Suki our One in a million winner.Those the are winners of talent competitions so maybe they are more popular. If you are more femiliar with local music then you may know Jason Lo, Awie, Reshmonu,Ning Baizura, Misha Omar and who will not know Dato' Siti Nurhaliza binti Tarudin!!See we have the talent but why are they not going places and we are not supporting. I say the problem lies on both parties. The we as listeners and the artist themselves.

We as listeners would rather spend money on buying "original" CD of artist from overseas.Then you guys buy "pirated" CD of our local artist. Then say I buy and listen what!!Dont you know when you buy pirated stuff not a penny goes to the artist or anybody thatis affiliated with the production. They spend hours and lots of money to make music for us andwhat we do... We literally steal it. That is the problem with us. When we dont support they dont have funds to make more music.

Then there is the artist. I was watching Hits.tv the other days thinking I should change from Mtv to some local channel.
Then I was like >>> O.O WTF!!! Now I know why I never watch Hits.tv. I cant bare the watch this. Malaysian tryin to go Hip Hop when they are so not. Tryin to rap when itsso so… Oh my.. The music video is such a cheap… they try to get hot girls dancing but they cut the dancers when they are moving too much. Tryin to be what? Korn? Slipknot? Shouting like crazy. PLEASE STOP!!! This is the problem what Malaysian industry. Don’t try to be something you are not. It makes it all so corny! Stick to the universal pop or ballad. Something everyone enjoys.You want proof listen to songs from Siti Nurhaliza you will listen to
love songs ballads. That is why she can go so far. Talent with a great song. After all the thought rush trough my mind a spark of hope. A song call “here in my home” by collaboration of Malaysian artist. I was like YES that is it! That is the hope! I searched it on YouTubeand I posted a comment saying.

“OK I dont care what people say. This is a good Malaysian production. The song is nice and all Malaysian artists are collaborating despite race and religion. This is something I like to see and here Malaysian artist do instate of copyin the westside and tryin to be something they are not. They try to do Hip Hop and Rap, Heavy metal is just not original! This is great. I give it 5 stars!” So as a conclusion, Malaysian do have the talent but use that talent for good. When artist starts to make better music and we listeners start to support and buy their products to fund then to continue to make great music. Malaysian music industry will rise.

Below is the “here in my home” song which I told you about.


Here are some songs from Malaysian artist that I like. Seriously have a listen
when an open mind and I am sure you'll like it.
Misha Omar - Bunga-Bunga Cinta


Jason Lo- operator, the line is dead


Siti Nurhaliza- Bukan Cinta Biasa


Juliet The Orange- Eyelash


REtiRO

Blog huh? Me? Blogging? Why?

Hi, the name is Cheng Retiro. I am your average 17 year old Chinese dude. =]
Yes I am Chinese but I don't speak Chinese and I dont do Kung-Fu.

Well I can say that I love going to people's blog and just get fascinated by what people
write about. I thought to myself "Hey why not make my own blog.". Oh yea just so you know I
have that thought in my mind since 2006 and guess what I never created a blog till now.
Reason is..... I am lazy! =]

I created a blog now because my girlfriend Cheryl was like saying "Hey go get started on a blog la.". Then I ask "Will that make you happy?". She said "If you want to yea.". Then here I am typing a blog post. =]

Oh yea and if you read my blog title don't go all "S*IT this guy is a stuck up retard!".
I am not... well except the retard part maybe. I am a nice dude. See =] I got lots of =].
Just want ya'll to know that I just post whatever I want to say and some... I mean most of you
may not find in amusing. So if you dont find it amusing then thanks for waisting your time reading and you can not come back if you dont want to. =]

Guess that is all I wanna say for now so. Thanks for your time.

- REtiRO -